so i cant sleep rite now...i never can anymore..ima be goin to la this weekend...cant wait...goin to disneyland too...havnt been there since i was 18..life for me since i last wrote in here as been the same...really good...except for the fact i miss my boyfren like crazy...he is the first person i usually talk to everyday..and the last...he is a hottie...MY hottie that is lol...the only thing that sucks about him is that he lives 8 hours away from me..he is tha perfect boyfren and i never wanna lose him so enuff bout him...
im hungry lol..some of the youth and i will be going to fugis on wensday...i really cant wait cuz i hant had sushi in a really long time...its bout time i had some lol...OMG.. SO CANT WAIT TILL DISNEYLAND!!! lol..it will be hella fun...hopefully the boothang will come too to make it even better..cuz everyone going will be paired up in couples...who am i gunna be paired up with??? lol...i think the only real single people in the youth are my sister, michelle, and matt...everyone else taken haha...we're all getting old...other then jill n jojo getting married...i think me n carlo (if we make it that far(which i think we are)) then idk after us...
its so weird that we're all getting older...im like really scared of getting older... im scared of getting older...im scared of getting fragile...like always depending on other people...and maybe loosing my memory...that would really suck...like i will be dead while im alive because i dont know anything whats going on around me and stuff...wow i need to stop thinking about it and go to sleep now..good night world!!!
