Same old Same old

It's Nov. 1st already!!! I haven't written here since FEB. Things are the same. Me and Carlo are still together. We are 10 months strong! We were on a brake for a couple of months but in the end it all worked out. Me and him are meant to be.

I now am working 2 jobs. I know right, FINALLY I have a job again lol. It was like 3 jobs for the past 2 weeks but I quit one because they wouldn't work with my schedule. I work at Hair International as a receptionist soon to be stylist, and at Stanford University as an assistant to one of the head admins. I workED at body kneads for a little while. For like a month and a half. I liked working there. The people there are really nice. But I didn't like working the night shift. It was scary there at night lol. Plus the owner of that salon was really cheap. I backed to Alameda just to be closer to my jobs. Even from there it is like a 45min commute plus crossing the $4 toll! I'm trying to look for a place to stay that's closer to my jobs. But so far not really that much luck. I want a place really cheap but yet also nice. Now that's REALLY hard to find. If anyone knows of any place let your girl know lol.

Well I guess that's all for today. I'm really tired and need to go to sleep! Keeping 2 jobs is so tiring!. Especially if one of them is more then full time!

GOOD NIGHT WORLD

To keep you guys updated

So from the last time I wrote in here it was probably a week before the LA trip. Well Carlo did surprise me. Even though the surprise got kinda ruined lol. I was in the van trying to sleep. Then I over heard Ericka giving directions to Carlo on the fone. I guess she didn't know I was in the van lol.

It's okay. It's the thought that counts. He also tried surprising me for valentines day too. But that also got ruined lol. I don't think he can surprise me without me knowing lol. It's okay. I love the fact he tries. He is the best boyfriend ever. I don't think ANYone can compare to him. I can say I know for sure that this is the guy I will be marrying and spending my life with. I really can't see myself without him and him without me.

People say me and him are moving too fast. I say me and him are moving in our OWN pace. It shouldn't matter to use how people think of our relationship as long as we both are happy and trust each other fully.

What else is going on with my life? Other than being really happy with my boyfriend. I've been obessed with Desperate Housewives soap lol, I have no job, I just found out this morning that my ex was cheating and lieing to me since day one of our so called relationship, and i might confront him about that later. I can't tell him who told me though because my friend and her soon to be boothang will get in trouble. So instead I'm going to tell him that this other guy told me, who alot of us hate because he is a cheater just like my ex, but I'm so over it because I'm so in love with Mr. Carlo Abarquez =D. And lastly I almost had a kidney stone. almost had to go to the E.R. this morning. Sort of. Well if the pain I'm having continued then yes I would of. But it all went away this morning when I woke up. THANK YOU Lord for not going to the E.R. Or I would have to explain to my parents how I got kidney stone/bladder infection (I'll just call it that lol). But to let you guys know my pain is almost 100% gone. No more pain when I pee or my lower side of my left back where my kidney is located. Even with all those stuff going on in my life. I STILL LOVE IT. The reason why is because (this is going to sound so clishaeish and corney) I have the love of my life and God with me. The 2 basic things I basically need in my life.

I really need a job though. hopefully I will get one soon. I HATE BEING BROKE!!! It sucks alot. I hate not having a relyable source of income. Bleh. Hopefully I find a job soon.

Well tis all for now. Till the next time I write in here. I don't know when that will be though lol

I MISS CARLO...and i cant sleep

so i cant sleep rite now...i never can anymore..ima be goin to la this weekend...cant wait...goin to disneyland too...havnt been there since i was 18..life for me since i last wrote in here as been the same...really good...except for the fact i miss my boyfren like crazy...he is the first person i usually talk to everyday..and the last...he is a hottie...MY hottie that is lol...the only thing that sucks about him is that he lives 8 hours away from me..he is tha perfect boyfren and i never wanna lose him so enuff bout him...

im hungry lol..some of the youth and i will be going to fugis on wensday...i really cant wait cuz i hant had sushi in a really long time...its bout time i had some lol...OMG.. SO CANT WAIT TILL DISNEYLAND!!! lol..it will be hella fun...hopefully the boothang will come too to make it even better..cuz everyone going will be paired up in couples...who am i gunna be paired up with??? lol...i think the only real single people in the youth are my sister, michelle, and matt...everyone else taken haha...we're all getting old...other then jill n jojo getting married...i think me n carlo (if we make it that far(which i think we are)) then idk after us...

its so weird that we're all getting older...im like really scared of getting older... im scared of getting older...im scared of getting fragile...like always depending on other people...and maybe loosing my memory...that would really suck...like i will be dead while im alive because i dont know anything whats going on around me and stuff...wow i need to stop thinking about it and go to sleep now..good night world!!!

1ST BLOG OF THA YEAR...NEW BEGGININGS

So from my las blog that i wrote...i left of to where my n carlo wer just talking...well WE ARE OFFICIAL now lol...he is one of tha greatest guys i noe...i like him alot..he is tha first guy i ever brought to my parents or family to meet...he takes good care of me n everything...he is everything i want in a guy..except tha shortness part...i really like this guy infinity times infinity lol

I can so be myself around him...no make up..unshaved legs...just woken up...un brushed teeth...burp in his face...be a pain in tha butt...be annoyin...n he still likes me!!!...i can talk to him about nething..i just hate how far he lives from me...he ws here for like 2 weeks n went back on sunday nite...damn i hella miss him..i really want me n him to last