i like tha way i look in this pic...except for my eyebrows haha
but yeah...havt writtin here in a while...like i always write in here alot neways...haha
life has been good...my n brian...WER FOREALS DONE!!!...you people are either like damn finally...or thinkin how long them bein done gunna last this time lol
well we are foreals done...havnt talked to him in a while...its better that way for the both of us...i admit i do miss him from time to time but watever..wer done, he was a jerk, and im sorta feelin this one guy...
i turned 20 exactly a week ago...sadly i have those quarter mid life crisis sort of thing... i noe im young but im still gettin old no matter wat lol
i hadda bbq with jordan las sunday...they caked me so bad...i hadda whole cake in my face!!! haha....fun times
im also somewat hangin around chrissy's frens more often...they a bunch of cool people lol...made some cool homies...funny...their all hogan people lol
ive realized something last sunday...it was during alter call....jojo came up to me n sed i miss sing you cry...i was allt hinking, wait, all the times i used to cry was at alter call, then i realized GOD misses me always crying and yearning for him
when i was with brian that was all i ever did...GOD doesnt just want me to come to him when im hurting...he wants me to come to him even when im happy like now...also he told me yes, i have putted you with this group of people, yes i have ate with sinners, but i didnt sin with them...i admit when i hung out with them i drunk with them too...i got HELLA drunk one time, i passed out threw up and everything, i cudnt remember nething...i also admit that is something i have to werk on too...but i noe i wnt get as drunk as i did at that one party
things u learn or realized wen you least expect it...i love it lol
that's all for now!!!!
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