Its 2011!!!

So I havent written in here in a while. It is now 2011!!!...Another year Another start at everything!!! So far its only the end of January and alot of stuff somewhat happened. Went to Vegas for NYE...that was pretty fun...Well actually, not that muched has happened...Same old Same old LOL. Except I'm over a whole lot of sh!t!!! LOL There is still no love life! But there is one potential guy, we'll all see how that goes. I dont want to talk about him here since he might actually read this one day.

Omg this blog is the most boringest blog I ever wrote. I think its becuase I have nothing to say and actually feel like blogging since I havent since last year. I am still working 3 jobs, hardly any days off. But work hard play hard right?..WRONG...I'm becoming a homebody again!!!! LOL...whatever at least I'm saving money hahaha. Plus the clubs here in San Jose are getting tiring after going to the sameones over and over and over again haha

Well that is all for my blog right now. I have to get ready for the Resturtant job LOL

Advice I gave to me cousin that I wish i followed myself LOL

So I was telling my cousin some advice about her relationship problems. Its funny though, Everything i said to my cousin I wish I took my own advice when I was with my ex!!! LOL

Why do most people hold onto a relationship that isnt making them happy? (especially women) The answer is simple yet complicating LOL

A lot of people have the mentality "Oh what if i regret it?" "What if I never find someone that I'll be happy with" "I've been in a relationship for so long what if I'm not happy single?" We have those what if questions. Those are the questions that keep us in an unhappy relationship. Stop thinking of those WHAT IF'S!!! I think most people should learn how to make themselves happy before the step into a relationship and expect the perfect person to come along make them happy. Like how you going to be happy with someone else when you don't know how how to make your own self happy?

CANT FINISH BLOG!!!...GOTTA GET READ FOR CHURCH!!! LOL

Social Media

So at work we have this yearly thing called Summer Institute with Media X. Its funny because I'va been working here at Stanford for almost a year and for my department I really didn't know what it was. All I know is my job. Which is file things, do errands, clean, make orders, put things into the computer, and alot more other stuff.

Today while doing registration for thes whole Summer Institute thing I asked my boss "what exactly is Media X" (that's the name of my department) In short terms it is a social media reasearching thing. Basically a temp agencies for Media reasearch. I was like oh cool. I got to hear bits and pieces of the some of them lectures. It was all basically is how is Social Media was back then and what it is now.

For those of you who dont know what social media is, here is a small summery:

Social media are media for social interaction, using highly accessible and scalable publishing techniques. Social media use web-based technologies to transform and broadcast media monologues into social media dialogues. They support the democratization of knowledge and information and transform people from content consumers to content producers. Andreas Kaplan and Michael Haenlein define social media as "a group of Internet-based applications that build on the ideological and technological foundations of Web 2.0, and that allow the creation and exchange of user-generated content."[1] Businesses also refer to social media as user-generated content (UGC) or consumer-generated media (CGM). Social media utilization is believed to be a driving force in defining the current period as the Attention Age. A common thread running through all definitions of social media is a blending of technology and social interaction for the co-creation of value.
Social media have been modernized to reach consumers through the internet. Social media have become appealing to big and small businesses. Credible brands are utilizing social media to reach customers and to build or maintain reputation. As social media continue to grow, the ability to reach more consumers globally has also increased. Twitter, for example, has expanded its global reach to Japan, Indonesia, and Mexico, among others. This means that brands are now able to advertise in multiple languages and therefore reach a broader range of consumers. Social media have become the new "tool" for effective business marketing and sales.[2] Popular networking sites including Myspace, Facebook and Twitter are social media most commonly used for socialization and connecting friends, relatives, and employees. I took this of wikipedia LOL. I didnt know how to explain it.

I was lucky enough they sent me to watch the interview of what some of these people thought is social media. The first social media was the printing press. And look to where we got to now, and it will only evolve from there. The power of the media. Its funny. The people I that I work with actually studies what we use for social netoworking. They study the people that use it.

For example facebook. The main age range that uses it is from 10-60years old. What they do is study the people that use it for bussiness, to just connect with friends, or whatever.

Basically right now i am too lazy to finish blogging...TILL TOMORROW!!! lol

I Cant Sleep

Have you ever gave someone hella good advice and realize you should be following your own advice? I think the people who give good ass advice are the ones who either has been through it or either wants to do what they are saying but cant so they tell someone else who needs the advice to do it. I have realized that myself. I am here telling my "cousin" what I would do in her situation, but I am in her situation wishing i can do what I am trying to advice her to do. The irony right? LOL. Some how I can just grasp it and do it myself!

If I could have things my way. OMG!!! The world better prepare for it!!! LOL. I really dont know what I'm writing about. I just couldnt sleep so im blogging. But I'm yawning alot now LOL. I have work at 7:30 AM. Why am I still up!

I just got done watching meet the browns. It was a good movie I guess. I wanna watch the why did I get married one now.

I need to get into reading again. It was always a short vacay from life. Reading the stories and just imagining.

OMG. I'm going to sleep now. I am too tired LOL

SINGLE!!!!...YES I AM!!!!

Yes you read the title right. I am single. Me and carlo broke up like end of May. All I have to say about that is GOODBYE to that relationship and IT ENDED BAD...Just in case he reads this...which i doubt he will I wont put what happened. You guys can probably already guess though.

Well since the brake up, I've just been keeping busy. Its now what July 20, 2010. Hell no I'm still not mopping around that stupid brake up. I;ve been through a worse break up before. It didnt kill me and most certainly this one isnt either. I admit though I was depressed for like a little over a week. But that stage has passed LOL. I'm enjoying this single life. No stress, no fighting, no one to judge me! Well people do judge me. I just don't care anymore.

I went to San Diego last month. Went for Girl's thing. Drove down with nowell , met sha and candice down there. Might I say it was ALOT of fun. Sorry Nowell if your reading this for almost getting us killed when we were passing by camp pedenlton because of my driving!!! LOL...That was the end of my whole depression stage LOL

I had so much fun in San Diego. We went to On the Broadway and Club Ivy. I met "Ohio" who was a hottie. Btw his real name is John LOL. I name my men from what state they came from LOL. Pretty soon i should be naming them by cities LOL.

Like I said, I've been keeping busy. For two weeks straight after comming home from San Diego I've been going out like crazy. Clubbing, chillin, EATING..ETC LOL. No need to be sad over someone that isnt sad over me.

Yes I enjoyed the time me and him shared together and I wont regret any of it. Carlo wasnt my first boyfriend, but my first in alot of ways. He was yesturday. Its a different day. New people will be met, I'll fall in love all over again with someone else. All I can do now is upgrade. Look, hieght, and money wise LOL. And of course someone who would treat me right most importantly.

Its funny. You never realize how cute someone is untill you brake up with their friend!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. You also never realize how much eye candy is there!!! LOL

I have higher expectations for the next guy I date:

1. MUST be taller then me with my heels AND hair LOL

2. MUST be older then me by AT THE LEAST 2 years (that's always been a rule LOL)

3. must be working in a stable job or going to school for a major that makes money

4. must sing

5. Treat me right

6.NO record of cheating

7. MUST be black or white or mixed...NO MORE FILIPINOS FOR ME!!! LOL

I think thats all for now that I can think of LOL.

I will be enjoying this single life though. This weekend...parties in stockton. Next weekend Candice and Tania is comming from San diego and Salted Caramel part 3 LOL (Salted caramel is a whole nother blogg!!! LOL). HOPEFULLY San diego again in Sept. Rally is also in Sept. Tracy is comming from Hawaii!!!...Havent seen that chick in YEAR!!!...the in Oct. Vegas TWICE!!! LOL

If I wasnt single I wouldnt be able to do any of that!!! Or met wonderful new people!!! I would still be miserable with carlo tryna get him to give me some attention!

I've been thinking of breaking up with him for a while before I found out everything. I wasnt happy.. I was always sad. I always covered it up good though with everybody else. I always pretended like nothing was wrong. When there was a whole shit load of things. The long distance was bad for the both of us. When apart (which was most of the time) we were people we didnt like. But together we were GREAT. But in the end, those great times didnt matter. It ended

Its okay. Some verse in the bible goes "in this world you will have trouble...but take note I have overcome the world." Another verse I like Proverbs 4:13

Well tis all for now. Hopefully I write more then I usually do right now LOL

THE NEW YEAR...even though its already march lol

Havent really written here in so long. Lets see...what has happened since I last wrote here.

1.mines and boothang's one year anni

2.Went to the Philippines for the missions trip and to be with my baby

3.suprise visits from boothang

4. boothang came just this last weekend

5. I moved into my own place that im actually paying for on my own!!!

Nothing really exciting. Yesturday was Brook's dedication (carlo's god daughter/neice...which is also ivy's kid). Saturday we went to the snow, Firday me and carlo just spent the night together. Next weekend is the San jose fellowship but I dont think I'm going. Actually I might. But its also the pacman fight. I dont even know where I am going to watch it!

Bleh!!!...So missing my boothang right now. I cant wait till this whole distance thing is over!. There is talk though about him wanting to go to Afgan. I hope that doesnt go through.

Well thats all for now!

Same old Same old

It's Nov. 1st already!!! I haven't written here since FEB. Things are the same. Me and Carlo are still together. We are 10 months strong! We were on a brake for a couple of months but in the end it all worked out. Me and him are meant to be.

I now am working 2 jobs. I know right, FINALLY I have a job again lol. It was like 3 jobs for the past 2 weeks but I quit one because they wouldn't work with my schedule. I work at Hair International as a receptionist soon to be stylist, and at Stanford University as an assistant to one of the head admins. I workED at body kneads for a little while. For like a month and a half. I liked working there. The people there are really nice. But I didn't like working the night shift. It was scary there at night lol. Plus the owner of that salon was really cheap. I backed to Alameda just to be closer to my jobs. Even from there it is like a 45min commute plus crossing the $4 toll! I'm trying to look for a place to stay that's closer to my jobs. But so far not really that much luck. I want a place really cheap but yet also nice. Now that's REALLY hard to find. If anyone knows of any place let your girl know lol.

Well I guess that's all for today. I'm really tired and need to go to sleep! Keeping 2 jobs is so tiring!. Especially if one of them is more then full time!

GOOD NIGHT WORLD

To keep you guys updated

So from the last time I wrote in here it was probably a week before the LA trip. Well Carlo did surprise me. Even though the surprise got kinda ruined lol. I was in the van trying to sleep. Then I over heard Ericka giving directions to Carlo on the fone. I guess she didn't know I was in the van lol.

It's okay. It's the thought that counts. He also tried surprising me for valentines day too. But that also got ruined lol. I don't think he can surprise me without me knowing lol. It's okay. I love the fact he tries. He is the best boyfriend ever. I don't think ANYone can compare to him. I can say I know for sure that this is the guy I will be marrying and spending my life with. I really can't see myself without him and him without me.

People say me and him are moving too fast. I say me and him are moving in our OWN pace. It shouldn't matter to use how people think of our relationship as long as we both are happy and trust each other fully.

What else is going on with my life? Other than being really happy with my boyfriend. I've been obessed with Desperate Housewives soap lol, I have no job, I just found out this morning that my ex was cheating and lieing to me since day one of our so called relationship, and i might confront him about that later. I can't tell him who told me though because my friend and her soon to be boothang will get in trouble. So instead I'm going to tell him that this other guy told me, who alot of us hate because he is a cheater just like my ex, but I'm so over it because I'm so in love with Mr. Carlo Abarquez =D. And lastly I almost had a kidney stone. almost had to go to the E.R. this morning. Sort of. Well if the pain I'm having continued then yes I would of. But it all went away this morning when I woke up. THANK YOU Lord for not going to the E.R. Or I would have to explain to my parents how I got kidney stone/bladder infection (I'll just call it that lol). But to let you guys know my pain is almost 100% gone. No more pain when I pee or my lower side of my left back where my kidney is located. Even with all those stuff going on in my life. I STILL LOVE IT. The reason why is because (this is going to sound so clishaeish and corney) I have the love of my life and God with me. The 2 basic things I basically need in my life.

I really need a job though. hopefully I will get one soon. I HATE BEING BROKE!!! It sucks alot. I hate not having a relyable source of income. Bleh. Hopefully I find a job soon.

Well tis all for now. Till the next time I write in here. I don't know when that will be though lol

I MISS CARLO...and i cant sleep

so i cant sleep rite now...i never can anymore..ima be goin to la this weekend...cant wait...goin to disneyland too...havnt been there since i was 18..life for me since i last wrote in here as been the same...really good...except for the fact i miss my boyfren like crazy...he is the first person i usually talk to everyday..and the last...he is a hottie...MY hottie that is lol...the only thing that sucks about him is that he lives 8 hours away from me..he is tha perfect boyfren and i never wanna lose him so enuff bout him...

im hungry lol..some of the youth and i will be going to fugis on wensday...i really cant wait cuz i hant had sushi in a really long time...its bout time i had some lol...OMG.. SO CANT WAIT TILL DISNEYLAND!!! lol..it will be hella fun...hopefully the boothang will come too to make it even better..cuz everyone going will be paired up in couples...who am i gunna be paired up with??? lol...i think the only real single people in the youth are my sister, michelle, and matt...everyone else taken haha...we're all getting old...other then jill n jojo getting married...i think me n carlo (if we make it that far(which i think we are)) then idk after us...

its so weird that we're all getting older...im like really scared of getting older... im scared of getting older...im scared of getting fragile...like always depending on other people...and maybe loosing my memory...that would really suck...like i will be dead while im alive because i dont know anything whats going on around me and stuff...wow i need to stop thinking about it and go to sleep now..good night world!!!

1ST BLOG OF THA YEAR...NEW BEGGININGS

So from my las blog that i wrote...i left of to where my n carlo wer just talking...well WE ARE OFFICIAL now lol...he is one of tha greatest guys i noe...i like him alot..he is tha first guy i ever brought to my parents or family to meet...he takes good care of me n everything...he is everything i want in a guy..except tha shortness part...i really like this guy infinity times infinity lol

I can so be myself around him...no make up..unshaved legs...just woken up...un brushed teeth...burp in his face...be a pain in tha butt...be annoyin...n he still likes me!!!...i can talk to him about nething..i just hate how far he lives from me...he ws here for like 2 weeks n went back on sunday nite...damn i hella miss him..i really want me n him to last

A Guy I'm Starting to Like

I haven't wrote in here in a while...well i guess alot has happened...Preshus's catilion...year end...and thats mainly tha big events...well year end was really good...i had fun...and thats when I saw Carlo...I've known him before...like Four years ago was the last time i saw him at youth camp...And i remembered really well that he wiped his sweat on me!!! lol...well that is how he remembers me too after I had to remind him lol...well I saw carlo and i was like oh shoot!!! HAHA...I thought he was kinda cute...but i neva thought nething else of it...so he was there in and outta tha sactuary...during service and stuff...i was eyein him lol...then he left early...i ws like darn...i wnt be able to introduce myself to him...i was like watever...not really trippin

When the service ends i ask his brotha Aaron about him...he just sed tha usual stuff i already knew about him...then i asked kayla bout him and she told me some stuff lol...i told her not to tell Aaron lol...

The next day roles around and its preshus's catilion...we did all the stuff, get ready, drive around, everywhere, take pictures ect...Hadda hella fun time...got my drank on lol

The next day Jenn and I went to babysit Lanie...I was bored so I thought of lookin up carlo on Aaron's page...Score I found him!!! hahaha...thats how we started talkin from there

It's been like 2 weeks we've been talkin now...we talk every night...He asked me to meet his family next thanksgiving!!!!...like omg!!!...He related to the Manondongs!!!!...bleh..I'm not trippen out about the rest of the family...But Jon jon, Analyn, and Jessie!!!...I don't know if they even like me!!! lol...AAAAAHHHHH...omg IM SCARED HAHA...hopefully everything will be good...aaaaahhhh...bleh...okay..tis all...i'll blog more later

niaomi's wedding

so this past weekend was my cousin's wedding...it made me realize alot of things...first of..is that i barely know my family on my dad's side...i dont even know some of my own cousin's names!!!...thats really sad...i really want to get to know them better...i barely know there lives except for the fact wer related to the same people on my dad's side!!!...they are alot more fun the cousin's i have on my momz side lol

also...weddings...every single time i wanna plan my wedding...i only need a few things...a place to have it, my colors, a groom, and side for table arrangements lol...weddings are so lovely...its funny i always say i want a wedding but not a mmarraiage lol...plannin all those stuff must be stressful AND fun at the same time...i love dollin up for big events n stuff...wat more my own wedding???

ima have everything,...tha fireworks, doves, outside wedding...omg...its gunna be tha tightest weddin neone has ever had!!! lol...plusmmy rock gunna be so big it brakes my arm!!!! lol

ALSO I WORE THAT DRESS TWICE!!!..which is really embarassing lol

fugis..IM HUNGRY!!!!

I WANT TO GO TO DISNEYLAND!!!...funny this is a picture at great america though ahaha..but i will be goin to disneyland in december or january!!!!!!!...yay me!!! hahaha

so this weekend...is my cuzos big old wedding!!!...i cant wait haha...i love dollin up lol...its gunna be at tha base...i love goin to weddings!!!..i want a wedding...but not a marriage haha...sometimes i actually want both haha...this blog is so out of it!!!

its cuz im bored!!! haha...so im tryna get into my old xanga...but i cant figure out my old user name n password haha

i need a new hairstyle...im so gettin tired of this one...i had it since may...as everyone can tell i have like add with my hair haha...i can have tha same hairstyle for too long...im surprised i left it on this long...i normally change it with in 2 months hah

well its lunch time for me...i will be back!!!! lol

THE APOLOGY

So finally Brian apologized to me...It really felt good that he did...i finally have the clouser that I've been wanting...

I admit I felt all these feelings comming back a little...he kept saying that he owes me alot

YEAH THAT NIGGA DO!!...yeah i still care for him...yeah that made miss him..but watever...everything that's happening is supose to be happening

i am so happy in my life rite now...i love my life and every thats in it and especially the people who isnt anymore!!!

So brian...if you ever read this...i love you and take care...thank you for this last four years of lessons learned..hope everything goes good for you and that you do find the right girl someday..

P.S....I MIGHT ASK THAT PAYMENT FROM YOU SOMEDAY LOL

mad/irked/period blog..no one know bout this blogger..so noone gunna read it!!!!!

Alot has changed....went to shawna n christianz wedding...me n del got in a hella long 2 month fight and made up...he go out with nikki...scandeless rite since tha whole camille thing lol...brian still prank calls me..moved to friscko..now movin back to alemeda in a few weeks...had my debut show and my photo shoot...graduating either sept 27, or oct. 4...so exited..yeah i think thats bout it

Rite now I'm just in my room here in friscko...my whole fam went to mexico with out me cuz i have school..gettin my hair did tomorrow..ppl so irkin me rite now though...nothing really exciting at this very moment happening in my life...just waitin for abdc to start so i can go to sleep rite after...tomorrow is youth nite and on saturday is the leaderz outting

sometimes i feel confused with my life...like what am i going to do after i graduate???...like wat salon should i go to??..or should i even do salons...what if i do photoshoots???...idk really wat to do...the closest thing i got to model wise is my cuzo...one of the hoe models...all i did was cut and color her hair though...oh well...at least gettin print for it

but still idk wer to go or do...or should i even stay down here???..ive been wanting to go down south for hella long alredy...i really dont want to stay up here...tha youth group all paired up...lianne n jae, michelle n eugene, aus n irka, jenn n jordan, jojo n jill, jordel n nikki...well nikki isnt part of tha youth...i feel all left out n stuff...

like really i dont want to get into tha world agen...done that for a lil while...i dnt wanna keep datin around cuz im bored...sorry guys...i was just lookin for something to do everytime you took me out...a relationship dont really suit my intrest rite now...get back at me in like 3months...i really dont know

maybe u should move down south...thats what ive been wanting to do for so long alredy..or move to hawaii....like get away from up here...cuz basically im gettin hella sick of it...and is it me or is jaegar gettin more and more rude everytime i see his rude ass...bleh...

also...wats a cell phone for if you dont answer tha damn thing???...yeah i understand if u dnt wanna talk...but if i leave a message cuz i want to get something done..call me back!!!..at tha most it wud only take like 30mins!!! geez louize!!!!

also people that change afta they get in a relationship...i hate it!!!...geez remember who your old frens are???...and tha ones that helped you get through ur las friggin heartache...u see who ur real frens are afta they get in a damn relationship...they just leave u hangin...shoot...nxt time you get into a heartache my ass aint gunna be there niggaSSSSSSS...

peace out niggas...hopefully a nap will make me feel better

bleh...i think im gettin period or im really sick of it here in northern california...damn it...maybe a lil of both haha

SO THA GUYS KEEP ROLLIN IN

So I think it is quite hillerious....guys kep rollin in when i said im thappy that im single!!!...too
bad they aint all that cute though....lol

i think im just realoly picky...so fellas...if u aint taller then me, or hella fine lookin...im sorry lol

kinda mean i noe...bein a lol cocky i noe haha

feelin tha love

so im talkin to jill...dang i miss her...she started talk bout how proud of me she was...

so i started thinkin to myself...i love my life...im spoiled, i got outta a really bad relationship, im goin to school my parents are paying for, im movin into my own apartment, i have frens n family who support me in everything i do, MY GOD LOVES ME TO DEATH...LITERALLY...im so happy with my life...i finally realize i dnt needa boy to make me happy

thank you GOD....for everything you've done for me..im so BLESSED...you bless me so much im spoiled!!!!...u still love me even wen im doin something wrong...your here with me no matta wat...u love me more then any one...thank you for my WONDERFUL frens...thank you for my awsome parents...thank you for my wonderful life!!!!...i love you LORD!!!!!

SOMETHING I THOUGHT I NEVA WUD BE..BUT NOW I NOE I WILL NEVA BE AGAIN

this is a blog i wrote to brian in my notebook on how he made me feel...its more like a spoken word...i just thought it was good lol..BRIAN if your reading this...the only reason why i put this is because i thought it was good spoken word sort of thing...YES I AM OVER YOU...in not that pathetice to be still crying over you till now

i remeber telling myself i would never be one those girls

those girls whoz boyfriends treat them like crap

i never knew what those girls thought

i always asked myself why are those girls so stupid?

dont they see whats happening to them

why do they keep goin back when they know its never going to change

why do they hold on

i alwaysed asked why do THOSE girls do that

i dont ask do THOSE girls do that anymore

i ask why do I do that

its sad to say that i HAD have turned in THOSE girls

i keep telling myself "its never going to change, he will ALWAYS be a jerk"

i know now THOSE girls thought the samething

the answer is simple

in the back of our heads we still have that hope

the hope of yes he will change

the hope of it being like it WAS, the good times, the love that WAS there

we are blinded on how things WERE before they were bad

we go into that thinking oh i cant stand seeing him with another girl, i have to be the one with the new relationship first

REALITY...how will you get a new guy if you cant get rid of ur old one?

that small hope of him changing is what kills us the most along with the words baby i love you

i promise i wont do it again..all that bullshit that they say that will make us stay

we cant accept that fact that things will NEVER be the same and or that he will NEVER change

our friends and family see us hurting

the most they can do is try and comfort us...they do what they can

but they know the pain is still there

i feel that pain of gettin hurt over and over and over again

wondering what the hell i did wrong

that small hope of brian changing...

when i know that he isnt

they daily routine of being stuck here hurting, being lied to and feeling worthless

crying my eyes out cuz of the fighting, calling him none stop hoping he will pick up but knowing he wont thinking to myself "im so pathetic"

tears are rolling down late at nite, still tryn to call him, wanting to call my friends to help me ease the pain but cant because they wont know how i feel

an hour passes by tears are still rolling down my eyes while STILL tryn to get hold of him, with him noeing that im cryong my eyes out then i would fall alseep with my pillow soaked in tears

being unhappy 24/7

with no one knowing with what im going through

(but kristine noes now HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

yeah needs some werk but im proud of myself i can write so good lol....i like that little touch at the end lol

HERE BORED!!!!

I felt like being concided today so i put 2 pics up lol...well im here bored in alemeda...neone wanna come out and play??? lol

i was lookin at pics from tha motherland...darn...i hella want that orange tan back...i looked soo hot lol...as u can tell from tha pic of me with tha lama...but that wsnt in tha motherland lol..i dnt look hot in that pic tohugh lol

bored n hungry...i cant wait till tomorrow...my haircut will be finished!!! lol...i needa make frens here in alemeda lol...all my frens are either across tha bay bridge or tha otha bridge haha...i hate being so lonely lol

things got me thinking

so im home rite now...really really bored...i wanna move back to vallejo...bleh...lol...but yeah
went to panera bread today...bomb as usual

so i was thinking yesturday...we some wat had a religion talk at school...buddism...not a religion but a way of life...isnt that christianity also???...well my favorite teach HELLAnette is buddist...she was talkin bout her new bf...how he was christian baptized...like his whole fam is hardcore christian...she was sayn stuff bout tha preachin..how she dint like it cuz pin pointed her out like on everything she sed...she sed stuff bout being christianize...now things shud be perfect n stuff

me..tha usual quiet type...was just observin...also wonderin wen i wud go in n defend my half...but neva got tha chance too...

so i will say it here

wer not all like that...most of us christians are just like you....yes there are those christianize people in this world but for tha most part no...cuz i noe we scare them away...also there are people who also say christian people are a bunch of fakes...they have a life like tha way they do like all bad n stuff...but like they go to church n all that stuff

yes i also admit i am somewat like that...but not really...wer not perfect...some christians live 2 different lives...all good in front of the youth group but hella bad wer their with tha seculars...yeah i go out n party...i also admit i drink...but ive only been drunk or buzzed...or wateva u call it twice in my life...i also admite i'll drink socially but not to get drunk...that part i have to werk on...i slip out sometimes wer i swear...but who doesnt???...bleh...i have no idea wer im gettin at lol

for those people who like to judge on wat christians really are...yes there are those sterotypicall ones...but go to mym church for a sunday or a youth nite...try it out...see how you like it..if you dont...then you neva have to come back..ur choice

by tha way...out concert is MAY 10...come n support us!!!!...all proceeds go to a good cause